ceritara mengenai operation fizah de hemo...

ini version karut bahasa melayu...
bahasa kegemaran dan kepakaran hafizah de hemo...

operation berlangsung pada 24/6/2010 yang lepas
nak cerita betapa peritnye ase kena operate..
satu dah la sblum operation tunggu punya lama beb...
sejam aku tunggu..kematu bontot skooter den inin...
patutnye appointment kui 3.30 pm..tp aku meh awai..
better early then late la katakan..
aku dah tercangak kat situe dalam kui 3.10pm camtue..
sorang2 nurse panggil turn depa..
aku tak gaks..sampai last skali..
aku sorang jeh dok menunggu..
haishhh apo kes nie...

memandangkan dah cuak..maklumla dah la nak operation..
masa makin suntuk..sempat ka operation aku..
macam2 la pikiran aku nie ligat dok pikiaq...
last2 skali tepat jeh kui 4pm...
tak bleh jadi camnie..kena wat sesuatu...
apo lagi bangun ngan segera pie tnya kaunter..
awat nama saya tak panggil lg...
nurse ckp dunt worry...we will call u after dis..
ceh..lenguh bontot aku dah..dun worry kunun...

pastue kui 4.10 camtue..
barulah sorang nurse mai panggil nama aku
perghh...akhirnye..debaran jangtung makin berdetap detup..
oittt risau beb...first time operation...
masuk bilik rawatan...perghh ramai la plak...
sorang doktor india..encem gaks doktor nie..
tgh explain kat semua doktor2 lain...
doktor2 lain pon ramai india gaks..
haishh aku nie dok kat india ka kat ostolia..???
belasah je la..aku dah cuak...
doktor mai kenalkan diri dia...pastue terang procedure apo semua..
sign form itu ini..aku tak baca pong..
dah cuak...ase kalu baca pong tak pahamnye..
dah la dlm english for sure kan..huhuhu

pastue doktor dah prepare...
ehh pesal ramai2 nie tak nak kuar dari bilik..
shoh2..dah la aku tgh cuak, ketaq semua ader nie...
sampai berhingut badan2 semua punya ketaq...
kaki pong terketaq...cam org parkinson laks...
nak kata sejuk tak...tapi ketaq satu badan sbb takut gila babas betol...

pastue doktor ckp..ok tak depa nie ader sama...
cehhh nyibuk je..aku tak kan nak halau laks kan..
so angguk je la..and say yes...huks...
depa kerumun seat aku tue la...
aku tak perasan orang dah...
dok layan perasaan takut aku nie...
jenuh dok try clam down tak mau2 clam down laks..
aiyakkkkss

pastue doktor start bius...lepas bius...
dia tunggu kesan bius tue bertindak...pastue doktor besalah..
mesti ckp..good..u did well..pandai nak amek ati na...
tp berkesan la gaks...tp badan tetap shaking...
masa nak cucuk bius tue aku dah start nangis...
gila la..ngan org ramai wat perangai cam budo2...
tindakan luar kawalan...
korang nak gelak ka apo ka..peduli per aku..saku takut ok...
pastue start bedah...waktu tue ase mulut besaq cam mulut negro for sure la kan..
kebaih dah..tak ase apo2..
tp aku bleh feel..lepas tue makin lama doktor dok rodok gusi aku..
mula ase sakit..woitt bius pon ase sakit lagi..
apo lagi..lagi kuat la nangis..sampai tersedu2..seb bek doktor tue tak de perasaan
kalu idak jenuh la operation jadi half way...
easy easy..tue dia ckp la..biler aku dok nangis je...

ader sorang assistant dia..india gaks kot..maybe dari crowd yg ramai2 tue kot
dia la jadi tukang pegang penyedut darah...
cehhh dia pong tak bleh fokus wat kerja kot kecian tgk aku nangis..
pegang tiub tue pon tak betol..abis tudung2 aku kena darah semuanye...
doktor kumar marah la...ckp hey u did again..i fired u..huhuhu
tp dlm nada seloroh la...
huhuhuhu

ader satu moment tue..aku ase mmg sakit maxnye...
aku siap jerit arrghhh pelan je la..
tp cukup utk bg signal kata aku sakit..
so slow skert korek2 tue ek doktor kumar..
seb bek dia paham...so dia tak korek sgt kat kwsn yg aku sakit tue..
huhuhuhuhuuh

dekat 50 minit gaks ler operation baru settle...
doktor tulis preskription kat aku...
utk beli ubat...huhuhuh
time tue aku dok tak abih teriak lg...
nurse dok tnya are u OK..??
aku hangguk je..tp sakit oit..takut sama..semua ader..
carca marba betoi jadinye...
then doktor pujuk lagi..u really brave..u did really well...
huhuhuhu...

so termakan la japs pujukan doktor tue..huhuhu
darah dah kuar byk dari luka pembedahan...
kain kasa yg nurse kasi suh aku geget dah penuh ngan darah..huhuhu
doktor pong gegas2 nak balik..maklumla dah kui 5.10..derang kat sinin abis kerja kui 5...
pastue semua cabuttt.....
huhuhuuhu

pastue nak balik..nurse temankan aku kuar ke pintu lain..
pintu utama dah tutup..dah tamat waktu perkidmatan kan..huhuhu
aderhhh tunggu min laks..
tunggu kat luar bangunan dia...
pastue mintak tulun min temankan nak pie beli ubat kat pharmacy
seb bek ader satu farmasi kat Rundle Mall tue tutup lewat..
jadi sempat la bli ubat kat situe..
tue pon dah 43 dollar..huhuhhuhu
sakitnye pasal..pejam mata rapat2 sat...huhuhuh

aku tak ckp byk..sbb sakit oittt..dan darah makin kuar byk...
diam je seribu bahasa...
dalam bus gee pon naek bus yg sama skali..
aku tak ckp myk..menyendiri mengenangkan nasib si labu labi...
gee ckp je la ngan min..aku wat bodos..berkhayal...

balik umah..makin sakit..sbb ubat bius dah makin abis..
aderh...muka dah start bengkak...
sakit...nangis dan nagis dan nangis...
pastue gee ngan kak wan meh anto bubur suh aku makan sblum makan ubat
huhuhhuhu
derang nak gie tasmania esoknye..
jadi rumah mmg riuh rendah ngan kegumbiraan..
aku jeh kesedihan mengenangkan nasib..huhuhu
sendiri la take care diri sendiri..
nak watcamne..beginilah hidup sebagai org perantauan...
nak sgt meh overc kan..padan ngan muka aku skang nie..
kalu dari dlu lagi tak nak meh overc..tak de cerita camnie semua jadi...
hmmm...what to do...
ujian study..ujian sv cam dajai..ujian sakit...
macam2 mak nenek ujian...
pasnie apo laks...just wondering and counting by myself..what else after this...
huhuhuhuhu

pas makan...makan ubat..tak larat nak nangis dah...
ooohhh masa utk titon...
huhuhuhu

berat mata memandang..berat lagi bahu yang memikul...

on last thursday, 24/6/2010
the day i went to did my surgery at Adelaide Dental Hospital
my appointment at first been schedule at 2.30 pm...
but been changed to 3.30 pm...
alright...as long as u all notify me about the changes
i am fine about it...

so that morning...
i wake up as normal..
but not going to school as i will have the surgery on late of evening..
actually just feel bored to go to school...huhuhhu
dats actually the true reason..
i donno what to said anymore...
my soul already dead..
just my body is still continue my duty in here as a student

i just pray solat hajat before going out to city...
hopefully everything goes well...
i am alone in here to face all this terrible things..
ohhh my Mighty...please grant me a lots of patient and strength...

after went to school..i went to international school
actually I just thought that OSHC representative will come to Uni..
but pity me..i just came on the wrong day...
huhuhu...
never mind..i still need to come to city also as my operation already been scheduled

then i go and eat something...
as i know after this it will be so difficult for me to eat..
so i need to give some foods for my tummy first..
after i just finished my meals..
aini come, great me and join together with me on the same table...
well have a cit chat for a moment...
she ask me..why coming to city...
as my campus in not in city...
i just smile to her and said..
just got something to do in here...

dats my way...
i dont want to let other people know what the things
that i am suffering at this time being...
because i thought..it will just a waste only
after all, nobody will understood my problems...
so it's better to shut up my mouth

after my meals, I just went to do window shopping at some of the shops nearby..
well looks like Rundle Mall have a great sale...wit wit..i love sale...hehehhehe
just planning to buy something in my mind...
hehehehhe
but after wondering there is just a few hundred dollar less in my bank acct..
so it just end up as a window shopping only..
hmm i need to spend my money very carefully..
as i am not really well in here..sick there..sick here..
haiyaa...what to do..this is task from Him..
to ensure that i manage to handle it..
i need to use lots of money to pay for my treatment in here..
yeah maybe i can claim it..
but i still need to used my own pocket money at first before can claim it...
hmmm...then the claim also not guarantee u will get 100% the amount that u paid..

okok enough time for shopping...
shoh shoh..going back to the right pathway...
hehehhee...after dat when back to surau uni..
to performe my zohor prayer...
auww...so peaceful..nobody there...
just grab the chance to perform another solat hajat after my zohor prayer...
ohhh My Lord..please help me to face all this...
i am alone in here...
nobody here to care and worry about me...
only to u..I pray and ask for a help...

then razinah come after i just finish my solat hajat...
another same questions...
why u are here..
oppss the same answer i give her..
have somethings to do in here...
wink wink...

then perform my asar prayer...
and just start to move to Adelaide Dental Hospital...
just feel so worry..so tense..so lost on that moment..
i arrived quite early...3.10 pm..whereas my appointment at 3.30pm
after several minutes..ohh why my name not been call yet..
i already get worried as I thought they might be not aware about me..
i just go and ask the receptionist at 4.00 pm like that...
the receptionist said no worries..i notice about u..
just the turn quite far behind as the is a delay..fuhh release a little bit..
10 mins after that, one nurse call my name and guide me to operation room...
i just saw a few doctors there..just have a discussion on my facial ct scan image...
oh my Lord..i am so scared...my body start to shacking...
i am really scared my Lord...
this is my first time having an operation..
some more i am alone...nobody there with me to give moral support...
after been explain about the procedures by the doctor and sign all the form that i need to sign
the operation had started...
lots of audience there..seems people watching a movie in that room..
yeah the movie is my surgery..
good one yeah...

the doctor ask me is it OK if all the doctors are there to watch for my surgery...
i donno what to said..just i shake my head as a signal of approval...
then doctor conduct local anaesthetic
ohh my goodness..my body shacking more harder...
i just cant control it..it just happen...
i am a wake and i can hear their conversation...
but i just close my eyes from start of the operation until the end
as i am really scared at this time..
only Allah know my feeling on that time...
i start to cry..as i felt really scared...

soon the surgery began...
i do cry lots and lots..until my glass that i wore can't see anythings..
just blur vision that i can capture through my pair of eyes...
arrghhhh it's really painful..even i had been anaesthetic..
but still i can feel the pain...ohhh Lord...
my body shacking more and more faster...
my tears comes out like a running water already..
at one moment, i just scream with a weak sound..
arrghh..and the doctor just said sorry...
he know that i am in pain right now..
so he didnt brutally dig on my gum like digging the treasure..
hukhukhuk....

after nearly one hour..my operation done..
but i can't stop crying..
doctor just said...dont worry it's done already..
u really a brave girl..and u do really well...
hmm i know doctor just wanna to comfort my feeling..
huhuh it helps even though just might be 5% only..
but still it help me to recover back my emotional back to normal

then i been guide to go out from the building...
as the time already 5.10pm..
huhuhu..doctor also like wanna rushing going back already...
after that, just waiting for Min to company me to buy medicine at pharmacy
haiyakkk...people that are sick also need to buy their own medicine..
with their own money some more..
so poor system..really a terrible to patient only...

after bought the medicine..we went back...
it's getting more painful right now..
as the anaesthetic dose slowly decrease
arrghhh i cry a lots..
crying and crying and crying...
just thought why me..
why i am the one that need to faced all this..
why in here..where i am alone..
nobody here to look after me...

after had my meals..take my medicine..and tired already cry all the night..
i just take my deep sleep...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

hmmm donno how to start....

lamanye aku dah tinggalkan aktiviti blogging nie...
dan macam2 sebenarnye dah berlaku kat aku...
haishh...
tak tahu camne nak cerita..
terlalu banyak dan terlalu perit dirasakan...
but will activate my blogging mode now..
press the button please..

summary kes umahku...

hmm perjalanan dah jauh ngan umah kesayanganku nie..
alhamdulillah thanx to my family..
2kali datang ke Bangi nie just to decorate my house.
decorate la sangat kan..
actually to clean up my house..
to paint my house...
dan to make it to be call as a "house"..not as a "hell"

dalam aku susah2 ginie baru aku tahu
family la segala2nye..
masa kita susah tak de pong kawan atau kenalan yg datang
hulurkan tngan meringankan beban...
menambahkan beban ader la lagi...
itulah lumrah Donia kan..hehehhe

macam2 pengalaman baru aku dan umah nie...
1. first time tahu cara nak beli umah
2. first time kena deal ngan lawyer..
3. first time kena gie berbincang ngan pihak bank pasal loan umah
4. first time bayar2 bil umah dan utiliti umah
5. first time mencari penyewa utk umah
6. first time pegang berus cat utk cat umah sendiri
7. first time menjadi land lady yang muda dan comelz..
8. first time menjadi ayama (cleaner lady) utk bersihkan umah secara serius

pengalaman2 yang sebelum nie asenye tak pernah terlintas dek benakku ini..
tapi kalu tak de first time..tak kan ader 2nd time, 3rd time..
hahahha ayat tak bleh blah dari suami org
yang first time aku kuar ngan dia..huhuuhuh

alhamdulillah..umah aku dah cantek dan dah jadi rumahku syurgaku..
tapi kejap jeh dah nak berpindah tngan semula..
nak wat camne..
tuntutan amanah dan tanggungjawab utk nusa dan pertiwi
dah memanggil seruannya utk aku
meninggalkan tanahair yang tercinta...

pengalaman pertama mengecat...
dat's really a nice moment..
kami satu keluarga bersatu...
dan menghabiskan masa bersama...
membuat kerja bersama..
sebelum nie abah aku, mmg tak pernah benarkan
kitaorg anak beranak mengecat umah..
semua dia nak wat sendiri..
tapi terharu..babah walaupon tak sihat sgt..
sanggup datang dan tolong anak dia nie...
huhuhu...

tapi utk kes umah aku nie..
babah tak leh wat sorang2..
dah la umah besar..pastue nak kejar masa..
mana sempat kalu sorang2 jeh yg cat..
cat la kami beranak sampai leher terteleng2 diwatnye
dari pagi sampai tgh malam...
huhuhuhu....
apo yang penting..KERJASAMA
alhamdulillah walau letih berulang alik dari Png-KL
tiap2 minggu aku ase aku balik Png..
cam Bangi-Png tue seumpama Bangi-Kajang
lagaknye..hehehhehe
akhirnye semua setel..
thanx mama, babah, paliex, dony...
i really luv all of u..

dah abis mengecat, membersih dan mengindahkan umah..
adehh cabaran nak cari penyewa laks..
aku just tampal jeh iklan sekeliling Hentian Kajang..
tak tampal pong kat tmpat lain2..
sbb nanti susah aku nak cabut semula...
tue pong tak larat nak balas sms..
tak larat nak menjawab call...
huhuhuhu...

ader 4 org yg datang tgk umah...
1. org melayu kiter..student UKM Master...derang nak dok satu umah 6 org..
2. student UKM undergrad plus x student dah kerja..sarawakian..derang nak duduk bertiga
3. student PhD dari Sudan..nak duduk berdua
4. org berfamily..anak dua org..tinggal kat blok D before nie

adehh susah benor aku nak choose and select nie..
yg ke3..aku mmg reject tue awal2..
tapi punyalah nak duduk gak umah aku sungguh2..
bersungguh pujuk aku..sampai aku pong tak tahu nak jawab camne
aisshh awal2 dah la masuk umah aku ngan kasut
aku separuh maut lap dan mop lantai umah aku
sampai shining..blehnye masuk umah aku ngan kasut...
hmm mula2 lagi petanda utk aku reject...
dah la letak harga rm500 jeh nak sewa umah aku yg dah lawa
tak dpt la..agak2 la kot ye pong nak murah...
umah bawah beb..dah lawa laks tue dan besar..

pastue org sarawakian nie..
kes nie mmg kelakar..aku dah setuju pong nak kasi sewa kat derang
derang sanggup nak bayar sewa rm650...
aku pong dah setuju at first...
tp lepas tue aku berfikir semula..
alamak agama per derang nie...???
aku tipon my mum..
apo lagi my dad dah dgr..
dia ckp jgn bg org kapiaq masuk tinggal dalam umah tue
abah aku lg la particular k..
bongek tol..blehnye tak pikir..
aku beli umah tue pon sbb owner asal adalah melayu
loan bank pong siap islamik..
walaupong tak de la islamik mana sgt pong
tiba2 nak kasi org kapiaq laks dok..
aiseyman..silap perkiraan la plak..
malam tue gaks aku msg derang..
ckp org lain dah dtg bawa deposit
dan nak duduk umah aku..bohong sunat beb..heheh
huhuuhhu...mula2 derang tak puas ati..
siap msg aku tgh malam
sbb nak duduk umah aku tue gaks2..
apekah..semua masuk umah aku mesti jatuh cinta..
yelah aku dah renovate..dan dan cat lawa..
umah tue mmg cam umah baru...

so tinggal 2 lagi pilihan..
akhirnya my mum ckp tak kesah..
dua2 melayu..
kalu student leceh gaks..nanti derang tak dok lama..
kalu derang kuar..satu hal lg nak cari penyewa baru laks...
so akhirnye org family berjaya dipilih sbgai bakal penyewa kat umah aku

so far tgk derang nie cam baeks..
hopefully akan jaga umah aku ngan baeks la
sepanjang aku di perantauan menuntut ilmu
haiii susah ati sebenarnye nak tinggalkan umah
tp aku dah ikat dernag ngan perjanjian..
harap2 derang tak wat hal la ek...
huhuhuhuu

nak ceta kesah lawak...
bolehnye dalam nak cari umah sewa..
ader plak sorang mamat nie..
nak cari calon bini pong sama
tak bleh blah toi..
aku cam nak gelak guling2...
sokmo land lady mesti org dah kawen
dan dah senior kan..
aku nie muda trang2 lagi...
siap dalam msg promote diri...
kalu ader kenalan yg maseh single..
berbudi bahasa kenalkan lah ngan dia
dia cekgu pencen dan duda
huks..tak kuasa aku..walaupong aku
yg single n available nie pong tak minat..
aisshh desperado betol...

pihak bank loan aku last2 minute..
kasi aku naek darah lagi..
refund aku laks..dah la short dalam RM500 plus plus..
ntah la camne lawyer derang kire..
bongok maths la tue..
pastue saja nak suh aku bayar lebey
sedangkan client derang tak bayar hutang
aku laks kena tulun bayarkan
pastue dok wat byk cerita laks..

kes geram aku call trus dianye bahagian aduan
lepas tue baru la nmpak ader improvement
gagap tol..waktu tue beberapa ari jeh sblum aku fly..
hmm mmg panas tol ati aku...huhuhuhuhu

until now..hangin laks kat Najmuddin cheque aku..
haisshhh umah oh umah..
besarnye dugaan dan betapa kesabaran yg dituntut utknye
bukan sng nak sng kan..huhuuhhu

banyaknye nak ceta...

sgt banyak event dah berlaku..
tak tahu nak update mana satu...
tapi nanti ek..
bertafakur sekejap...
mencari starting point to start blogging my blog...
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lamanye tak update blog...

lama giler tak update blog..
last update adalah Disember yang lepas..
kire ini adalah entry pertama utk tahun 2010..
wahh sempat tak lagi kalu nak wish Selamat Tahun Baru 2010 nie..
hahahah mmg tak bleh blah kan aku nie...
hikhikhik

sowi2..sebok benor den nie..
mengalahkan YB besar2 kat Mesia tue
yelah YB2 tue semua ader pembantu derang...
den mana ader pembantu..
semua sendiri2 la kayuh..
huhuhu

entry kali nie just utk mencemarkan duli ke blog yg dah usang..
yang mungkin dah lekat habuk2 degil
akibat terlalu lama ditinggalkan..

so tak de cerita spesifik...
cuma to activate semula mood utk menulis..
aishhh dah lama tinggal bidang penulisan blog nie
takut dah kering idea nak menulis..
takut gaya pengekspresan penulisan pong dan berubah...

neway, try to maintain it as much as i can..
to have a good writing skill
to enhance the mood of my loyal reader towards my blog...
chaw dlu wat seketika..
will resume back after a moment..
chau chin chaw..