well being a single woman actually give you more chances to be independent...
yess it's really true..this is what i faced recently..
every single things i need to do by myself...
from a simple matter to the most complex matter..
all been done by myself without asking a favour from anyone else
i trained myself to be independent..
so that, when i start my new phase in Adelaide
things will be smooth and easy for me to handle.
my training start from the day i plan to buy my luggage for going oversea
i went alone to midvalley..just with a simple dressing..
my jeans and t shirt...
then i eat alone in restaurant @ jusco
this is really an amazing changes that i did for myself...
before this, i never eat alone while going for hang out...
i choose to starving rather then eat alone in the restaurant..
i think the culture in Malaysia is just like that
even when i eat alone my meals at the restaurant that day...
people keep staring and watch me like i did something wrong...
ohho..i just eat ok..what's your problem...
did i didn't pay my meals..did i behave unpleasently to look...
i feel not comfortable at the begins to start eating my meals..
but i just pretending not to bother bout it...
at the end, i still able to finish up my meals
then i plan going alone to low yatt...
ahha believe or not..
this is my first time going to low yatt...
feel like "katak bawah tempurung"
but that's the fact...
maybe this is because before this i choose to hang out with somebody
if i am alone..i rather stay alone at home..
but things is different now...
i start changes my own views and thinking...
i cannot waste my young age just because i am single and alone..
then, if i have a couple only i plan to do all the interesting activity...???
nahhh..that's the old me...
but now..i am really independent...
i really start to be independent when i work as a tutor in uni...
i dont have any friends in here...far away from my family..
my life is alone in here..
at first i feel really hard for me to go through all this..
but later, i discover i am able to adapt slowly with my new surrounding..
believe or not...it's already a year and 6 months i am in here...
still survive what..
so been a single, alone..will not kill you..hahahahha
yeah it is true..
i didnt againts the fate or "qada n qadar"
i am not a person that will say no to any of guys
and say no too to the marry life
but that phase is not yet coming for me
i need to continue my life as normal...
sometimes it is really hard, at my age normally people already have their own family...
but me is still alone..happy with my own style..
people always throw me a headache questions...
why dont you get marry...
ayoksss...feel like want to kick them out..
listen...we just can planning our life...
but not to determine it..
so, if there is nobody meant for you..
then what else that i can do...
sometimes i do feel feed up with all this stupid and funny questions
for me..it is better for me to be alone..rather then suffering being with a wrong person...
i am not desperate for searching a couple and get marry...
i want my prince to be the perfect and correct person
so, to choose that person..i need a time also..
please don't get me wrong...
i am not demanding...highlights in here..
i am NOT demanding k...
but i also have my own right to choose a correct
and a better person to be with me what..??
so all the single lady out there...
dont blame ur fate if you still single untill now...
it's actually a golden opportunity for you to be independent
and feel the freedom without being tied to someone...
cheers...aloha
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